بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Al-Hamdu li Allah ( All praise be to Allah ) , and all the peace and blessings be on the Final Prophet (PBUH) and on the companions and those who follow Him
Dear Brothers, Sisters, and Readers in whole … I greet you with the best of greetings , the greeting of Jannah , Al-Salaam Alaykum Wa Rahmat Allah Wa Barakatuh
It’s been long time that I have not written something that reflects my personal status, and that is due to many different variables that made me out of reach even for many who live with me … But Al-Hamdu li Allah … It is not a new thing … It is normal
The reason behind writing in English is that I feel sometimes some people do not have enough reasons to understand certain things or even to know them easily, So it is good in my opinion to try to make that thing happen and that is what I’m currently doing while I’m writing
Everyone has a plan in his / her mind towards this life whether or not it is prepared and active. This plan is always in need of editing, altering, adding, and removing. That is what happened with me during the past two months… from the moment I have reached home I have started changing on my plan but guess what ? I found lot’s of mistakes … fatal mistakes that drove me to have a wave of mixed feelings ! ocean of questions rose up in my mind such that most of them start with why
Since day one here at home, I was planning to get married on the tenth of this October and I have prepared everything… I made Istikhara Prayer … and I have progressed but it did not converge …. Al Hamdu li Allah … it is all from Allah … I don’t know if it would converge next time or not … Let’s wait till then guys
This thing made me really depressed and down… Wallahi it is very important to take this step in our lives whether for males or females … it is very important to close this project and start a real project “ life project” ! I’m really unhappy as I could not make it on this October, I know it is from Allah but at the very same time I could not prevent myself from being sad
When I was reviewing my plan I found a fatal mistake that I feel regret about … do you know what it is ? No, I feel so regret cause I have studied Chemical Engineering not Sharee’aa … Simply because my hometown ( Al-Dharieh) does need people who know our Deen very well and who do not just do the usual… Wallahi I’m so regret for that and for another thing happened with me two years ago. Following some people is very same as following Satan … no difference. Some people feel very happy to meet new different people and sometimes you feel regret to do so … That’s what exactly happened with me but the thing that I have learnt that either I’m different from the whole world or the whole world is different from me … you might say it is the same result … I don’t think so… any way, good to get to know different people but the best is to have someone exactly like you… Al-Hamdu li Allah
I have to make a very clear statement here before closing this article, I’m not sending these words to certain people … I did not mean any one of my brothers who I met in Masjid …. One more thing … I’m not writing for any one or because of any one … I’m just sharing my updates , thoughts , and ideas with you … not more than that
If my words hurt anyone, I’m sorry for that but I did not mean to and if still hurt , there must be something wrong in what you feel cause the Time Has Passed and CHANGED
Thanks for being patient and Many thanks for understanding
You all take care and Allah be with you in what you do
Salaam Alaykum Wa Rahmat Allah Wa Barakatuh
Written by : Omar R Awayssa
Date: 09-21-10
Time : 06:48 AM
Dedication : To ALL
Song heard while writing : A7ibbeeni ( Love me ) ... Mousa Mostafa
Dear Brothers, Sisters, and Readers in whole … I greet you with the best of greetings , the greeting of Jannah , Al-Salaam Alaykum Wa Rahmat Allah Wa Barakatuh
It’s been long time that I have not written something that reflects my personal status, and that is due to many different variables that made me out of reach even for many who live with me … But Al-Hamdu li Allah … It is not a new thing … It is normal
The reason behind writing in English is that I feel sometimes some people do not have enough reasons to understand certain things or even to know them easily, So it is good in my opinion to try to make that thing happen and that is what I’m currently doing while I’m writing
Everyone has a plan in his / her mind towards this life whether or not it is prepared and active. This plan is always in need of editing, altering, adding, and removing. That is what happened with me during the past two months… from the moment I have reached home I have started changing on my plan but guess what ? I found lot’s of mistakes … fatal mistakes that drove me to have a wave of mixed feelings ! ocean of questions rose up in my mind such that most of them start with why
Since day one here at home, I was planning to get married on the tenth of this October and I have prepared everything… I made Istikhara Prayer … and I have progressed but it did not converge …. Al Hamdu li Allah … it is all from Allah … I don’t know if it would converge next time or not … Let’s wait till then guys
This thing made me really depressed and down… Wallahi it is very important to take this step in our lives whether for males or females … it is very important to close this project and start a real project “ life project” ! I’m really unhappy as I could not make it on this October, I know it is from Allah but at the very same time I could not prevent myself from being sad
When I was reviewing my plan I found a fatal mistake that I feel regret about … do you know what it is ? No, I feel so regret cause I have studied Chemical Engineering not Sharee’aa … Simply because my hometown ( Al-Dharieh) does need people who know our Deen very well and who do not just do the usual… Wallahi I’m so regret for that and for another thing happened with me two years ago. Following some people is very same as following Satan … no difference. Some people feel very happy to meet new different people and sometimes you feel regret to do so … That’s what exactly happened with me but the thing that I have learnt that either I’m different from the whole world or the whole world is different from me … you might say it is the same result … I don’t think so… any way, good to get to know different people but the best is to have someone exactly like you… Al-Hamdu li Allah
I have to make a very clear statement here before closing this article, I’m not sending these words to certain people … I did not mean any one of my brothers who I met in Masjid …. One more thing … I’m not writing for any one or because of any one … I’m just sharing my updates , thoughts , and ideas with you … not more than that
If my words hurt anyone, I’m sorry for that but I did not mean to and if still hurt , there must be something wrong in what you feel cause the Time Has Passed and CHANGED
Thanks for being patient and Many thanks for understanding
You all take care and Allah be with you in what you do
Salaam Alaykum Wa Rahmat Allah Wa Barakatuh
Written by : Omar R Awayssa
Date: 09-21-10
Time : 06:48 AM
Dedication : To ALL
Song heard while writing : A7ibbeeni ( Love me ) ... Mousa Mostafa
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